Personal spider diagrams

8 Mar

A friend of mine keeps asking me how my spider webs are going. She’s referring to the post I did about tracking my personal goals early on in the project – Follow the joy. So here are all the ‘spider webs’ from start to finish…

Project Start – 1st September 2010

1 September 2010 Liz Spider Diagram

Two weeks before the Games – 18th September 2010

18 September 2010 Liz Spider Diagram

Just after the Games – 17th October 2010

17 October 2010 Liz Spider Diagram

Project End – 29th November 2010

29 November 2010 Liz Spider Diagram

I learnt a truckload in all 5 areas and I did have a go at doing all the things I set out to do in the original post, some with more success than others.

For example, simply immersing yourself in a different country is a great way to pick up a lot of the history and culture of a place (and I did spend a significant amount of time watching Bollywood films!)

On the other hand, enhancing my creativity by buying some eco-friendly, Indian fashion items was trickier than I thought. Although I did end up with a couple of Conserve India’s fabulous upcycled bags, I frequently left Delhi’s numerous clothes markets empty-handed, going: “Yeah it’s cheap, but at what cost?”

But I want to focus this post on one particular area – health and wellbeing and my response to stress.

This was my most significant change.

We were trying to work with a very big, chaotic event in an unusual set of circumstances.  Corruption claims, flooding, disease outbreaks, tourist shootings, buildings and roads crumbling…there were so many things outside my control that this project became a lesson in letting go.

Around the time of the third spider diagram (straight after the Games) we hit a crunch point where it looked like we might not get any waste directly from the Games.

I was stressed.

My health took a nose dive.

I realised I had a choice: I could continue trying to push things, trying to convince the Games organisers to work with us or…

I could do nothing.

By nothing, I mean that I could stop stressing and trust I’d done enough in my role with Conserve India, that I’d talked to enough people, that synchronicity would reveal itself if I just sat back a bit and let it flow.

Choosing the latter path I intentionally stayed home and rested, instead of going out to chase waste across the city.

And because I stayed home, with ready access to the internet, I was able to quickly respond to a surprise call from the Times of India. It’s almost certain I would not have met the journalist’s deadline if I had been out.

The TOI article in particular, ignited significant ongoing media and corporate interest in our project. It also helped us leverage access to Games waste.

By giving up control and learning to relax more, the project took on a life of it’s own and I felt healthier and happier.

It was almost as if the project delivered me, rather than the other way round.

So, dear readers, we are nearly at the end of this project blog – one more post tomorrow and we are done!

Thankyou for following our journey. Interestingly, the ‘net’ that I wished would appear to catch my fall was literally a net – the internet. The support we received via your comments, emails, responses to our questions (many from total strangers) was truly encouraging.

I’m also grateful for the dozens of people we met in Delhi, who helped us in many varied and significant ways.

And, of course, I’m indebted to the team at Conserve India. For without them, there was no project.

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